Zhen De, Wo Mei Shi (I'll be fine) by Adrian Fu

Just listen to this lovely song. Great voice, melody and heart touching lyrics.



Song Translation for the curious minds.

Really, I'm Fine - Adrian Fu

On and on the pain goes on
And it wouldn't just wouldn't die
I'm far weaker and more powerless than I thought
I chose to avoid your eyes
Hate myself, hate myself

On and on the pain lives on
It's hurting so much more
Just let the sin of regret swallow me
Will the punishment bring salvation
I'll be fine I'll be fine

So many cried listening to God
Let being strong not only a show
So many lies listening to you
When morning comes, I will be fine

On and on the pain goes on
and I just don't know how to cope
Will hugging myself fill the emptiness
The last faith, don't give up
I will be fine

So many cried listening to you
I hope you can give me the strength again
So many lies listening to you
When I will be fine

When I no longer look forward to anything
Only you are left, only you are left
If one day, I leave behind everything to see you
Please smile without saying anything

So many cried listening to you
I hope you can give me the strength again
So many lies listening to you
When I will be fine

(^_^) v

AJ McLean's 'Sincerely Yours'

Let's talk about those boy bands tht we used to love and adore. Well at least for me and probably still am. Errr... only some of them, okay. I don't go ga-ga over every boy band tht popped out the music market. :-P

BSB is among the 1st few boy bands tht I actually kinda obsessed about. Hey... tht was like 10 years ago. I was a teenager at tht time, so it's 'common practice' to have a boy band to worship. :-P Anyhoo, AJ is my fav among those five members of BSB. Reason? He's the bad boy in the group. Tehee~. Neh... the main reason is, AJ have a really really great voice. Husky yet so sweet. I do agree tht Brian do have a great vocal too but I prefer AJ. Well after few years of MIA from the industry due to alcohol and drug abuse, and not to mention not so successfull albums, I can consider tht AJ's back with his new solo album tht's said gonna come out end of 2008.

Few of his upcoming songs can be found all over in youtube and my fav so far right now is 'Sincerely Yours'. The song is about AJ's feeling about his father walking out from his life. It's really a beautiful song though it's bitter sweet. Feel like crying from tht song. Such a lovely melody and with such a heartwrenching lyrics. AJ's voice makes it more emotional.

Here is one of the clip for 'Sincerely Yours'. It's the best audio quality tht I could find though. I can't wait for his new album to come out. Definitely will get my hands on tht.



Here is the lyrics to tht song.

I burn the pages in my head
But the memories are so clear
A thousand words left unsaid
And you never shed a tear
You say that you wanna be close to me
So how does it feel?

Now the tables have turned
You can learn how to live without me
Live without me
Pictures up on the wall
Suddenly now you’re all about me
All about me
Where were you when I needed you?
The only thing that I learned from you
Was how to walk out the door
Sincerely yours

Now I’m a man
I’m on my own
I am not ashamed
You broke my heart
You stole my pride
All you left me was my name
I know you wanna be in my shoes
So how does it feel?

Now the tables have turned
You can learn how to live without me
Live without me
Pictures up on the wall
Suddenly now you’re all about me
All about me
Where were you when I needed you?
The only thing that I learned from you
Was how to walk out the door
Sincerely yours

I just wanna forgive and forget all about you
Why can’t I just move on?
From this place in between loving and hating you
Don’t know where to belong

I burn the pages in my head
But the memories are so clear

Now the tables have turned
You can learn how to live without me
Live without me
Pictures up on the wall
Suddenly now you’re all about me
All about me
Where were you when I needed you?
The only thing that I learned from you
Was how to walk out the door

(^_^) v

Veoh Blocked on Several Countries.

Seems tht Veoh had put out a really harsh decision on massive numbers of countries by blocking their service. The reason? Well it is reported that the blocked countries have low concentration of user and they now will only concentrate on countries with high user concentration. Below are the unlucky countries.

1 Brazil
2 Jamaica
3 Chile
4 Puerto Rico
5 Indonesia
6 Guadeloupe
7 Malaysia
8 Venezuela
9 Guatemala
10 Luxembourg
11 Costa Rica
12 El Salvador
13 Panama
14 Dominican Republic
15 Saudi Arabia
16 Argentina
17 Cayman Islands
18 Slovenia
19 Hungary
20 Guam
21 Colombia
22 Chile
23 Romania
24 Cyprus
25 UAE
26 Latvia
27 Antigua & Barbuda
28 Malta
29 Trinidad & Tobago
30 Lithuania
31 Peru
32 Turkey
33 Czech Republic
34 Croatia
35 Bulgaria
36 Tanzania
37 Serbia
38 Egypt
39 Serbia
40 Mauritius
41 Morocco
42 Iran
43 Iceland
44 Jordan

What makes it more painful to the unlucky users is the fact tht there was no warning what so ever on their action. It's just like yesterday you can access your Veoh acc and the next day *puff*, you're blocked... Users probably felt like they were *shoo*ed by the Veoh admins and being left out in the dark without any proper preparation.

I personally don't really feel the pain coz I'm not really tht crazy over Veoh anyway... there are always other sites tht you can go to... Well at least for me at the moment. Anyhoo... I think, somehow I manage to find a way of probably getting your way around this blocking. You can try this HERE but it only work for a good amount of 3Gb. Yes, there is a limit to it. But if you're desperate enough, I'm sure you'll want to try anything.

Fyi, I don't test this app, so don't ask me for answer if you stumble upon a wall after u try this. I just posted this for the reason of trying to give ppl some solution to their problem. Whether it works or not, tht depends on your luck. Try googling for answer or solutions, sometimes you'll be surprised with wht u can find on the net.

GOOD LUCK! (^.^) v

P/S : If in case this works for you, leave a comment so tht ppl would know tht this might actually work... Thnx....

Poco-Poco Dance!!!

Wahahahaaha!!! That's the first impression that came out from me when I learn about this Poco-Poco dance being danced by some Swedish university students.... Don't get me wrong. I don't mean laughing about the dance itself but it's more of like 'WTH? This is unbelievable.' Here I thought this dance is only known in my part of the world and who would have thought it already spread to Europe. I'm not really sure of its origin but I'm guessing it's from Indonesia.

I was first introduced to this dance by a colleague. Heck! I was bored at that moment so I just tagged along. So... to spare the details, I did manage to pick up few of the dance steps. Miahahahaha..... It's really a fun dance coz the steps are relatively easy to follow and you can add up a bit of your own style to it then really go crazy with it. As you can see with the Swedish students.... LOL....

Seriously, I recommend this dance to the really shy person who think he/she cannot dance.... You cannot go wrong with this dance and it's really fun and not to mention a good lil' aerobic exercise, which you can dance quietly at home [only if you're too shy to dance in a group] but hey... wht's Poco Poco without your Poco Poco buddies....

(>.<) v

The Brain Test....

I got this so call Brain Test from a friend's blog. After I went through all the question, I found out that I'm Left-brained. So what does this means. Well you can read it yourself. The brief description of it, is as below.

Most left-brained people like you feel at ease in situations requiring verbal ability, attention to detail, and linear, analytical ability. Whether you know it or not, you are a much stronger written communicator than many, able to get your ideas across better than others.

It's also likely that you are methodical and efficient at many things that you do. You could also be good at math, particularly algebra, which is based on very strict rules that make sense to your logical mind.

Reading from the result was quite surprising because it reported that I could be good at math but I'm pretty sure that I suck at it. That's why I took Biochemistry as my major. I just simply suck at math. Come to think of it, they did say 'could be'. Maybe I'm not in that 'could be' category. Hahaha....

Btw, if you are interest in finding out whether you are a right-brained, left-brained or a balanced-brained you could go to Brain Test for the simple test.

Happy Brain Testing....

My W910i

Now I am a believer in the power and influence of an idol spokesperson. Why? I think LeeHom had successfully subconsciously influenced myself to get a Sony Ericsson handphone.

My W910i.

Mine is Hearty Red....


LeeHom does look HOT, ain't it, girls?


That's right LeeHom, keep on smiling....

Fyi, NO.... I didn't get the phone for the main reason of LeeHom is the spokesperson for it. There are other reasons to it, well at least there's two. First of all, my Nokia N70 had been giving me headache for the past few months. It drives me crazy every time I had to send it for repairs. Honestly I don't know what went wrong with my N70. The past Nokia predecessors that I had had all 'retired with honors and dignity'. Nokia had been a trusted name in my family. Hehehehe.... My mom kept bugging me to replace it with other N series. But I kept my mind open for other phone brands....

Which of course leads to my second reason of choosing my new W910i. Initially I had N95 in my mind but then again I don't need a phone with a 5 megapixel camera. That's what my Sony T50 is for. After N95 came Motorola in mind but I think I had enough of huge lump in my jeans. Though Motorola are really slim they are a bit horizontally large for my not-so-long fingers to grasp. Btw, I'm kinda bored of Nokia already and also being a music lover I really need a phone with good sound quality. So Sony Ericsson comes to mind. But I don't like most of the Sony Ericsson phone designs, they all look so boring. Too 'square'ish, box-like maybe.... So after some internet browsing and window shopping, I heart got attached to W910i. It fits just nicely in my hand, looks great not too 'square'ish, have good sounds and graphics and most importantly it goes well with my budget. Well at least... after I traded in my N70.

So I guess in the end, I think LeeHom's 'Incomplete Melody' MV did played some subconscious role in my mind. Maybe watching the MV which had the red W910i in it made my brain to lean towards it. Hahahaha.... D*mn, I had fallen victim to the power of idols advert.

(>_<)

Asian Idol 2007 ~ Hady Mirza?! (O_o)?!

Despite it's been a week after the official result of Asian Idol announced, I still felt really shocked from it. Although it's hard to swallow the fact that Hady Mirza won the 1st Asian Idol, I still believe that the true winner is Jaclyn Victor. The final result was argued over the net and still is up until now. I was told that Hady had 28% of the votes meanwhile Jac took away 27%. It was a really really close result. How did Hady Mirza won? Some had posted 10 reasons why Hady won the competition. Well, conclusion from all the 10 reasons, simply put is.... Hady's cute. Don't get me wrong. It's not that Hady's not talented but I believe that the others can sing far better than him.

IMO, being no 1 doesn't always mean that you'll be successful in the future. This had been proven by the success of few American Idol's 'losers'. Which at some point, are more successful than from the season's winner themself. I would like to name Elliot Yamin as an example. Maybe Lady Luck have something to do with it. (^_^)

Herm.... Despite all that, I think there is no point in arguing it anymore. Now... I have to constantly remind myself of that.... The result had already announced and finalized. The only thing that I would want to do is to wish the best to Hady for his future career and hope that he would make Asian proud if he is to be representing Asia in any future World Idol (if there is any). To Jac, I believe Asian Idol is a good platform for her to promote herself to the other Asian communities and maybe the world. I really hope that the world would take notice of her talents in the near future preferably... NOW!!!.

Jac's Asian Idol Performance...


For Once In My Life....



Gemilang....



Hady's Asian Idol Performance...


Beautiful Day....

Berserah....



Jac and Hady's Asian Idol Duet Performance...


Freedom ~ IMO... The best performance of the nite....

Btw... everything that I said is my own opinion. Just want to let it all out... (^_^") Didn't mean to offend any Hady Mirza fans, ok!

Good luck to Jaclyn Victor, in my heart u r the Asian Idol.... And also good luck to Hady Mirza.